Debut Novel


Novel forthcoming

I lost her all the same

Recent high school graduate Kai will experience the most turbulent summer of her life. Not only has she just graduated high school and is preparing to leave her life on O’ahu behind, but she’s also dealing with her best friend Jacki being away at an elite skateboarding camp, her fatphobic doctor, her mother’s newest attempt to help her lose weight, but more importantly, her crush Carmela has unbeknownst to Kai, joined a wellness cult.

Kai’s brush with this alluring cult and her own painful ruminations over the next twenty years forced her to confront just how dangerous her desires became.

   

Character sketches of (left to right) — Jacki, Carmela, Kai, and Juana. Art work done by horreurscopes. 

“A brilliant new voice—”

— Lois Ann Yamanaka, best-selling author



“A haunting propulsive read—”

— Shanthi Sekaran, best-selling author

“Compulsively readable and emotionally wrenching—”

— Matthew Zapruder, award-winning poet



About Zoë

Zoë Malia Ozoa Loos (she/her) is a mixed-race, queer writer from Honolulu, Hawaiʻi. Her poetry has appeared in Wingless Dreamer. Her creative nonfiction has appeared in Toho Journal and 8th Ave Zine. Her multimedia essays have appeared in Allegory Ridge.